you. are my princess.

2009-11-21T09:27:00.000-08:00

frogs.

today at baby's house watching tv... then suddenly.. heard loud croaking noise from outside. we went to the pond and saw 4 frogs. weee. baby and me decided to go catch them and we put them inside a pail.

baby took some pictures of the frogs. they look so happy together.

wanted to kill the frogs, but baby think that the frogs are too cute to be killed. grrr..

cant stand frogs, ewww. look so disgusting.

just now had fried rice for dinner. its quite tasty. yesterday, had actually bought fillets from the supermarket for baby. hmm wanted to steam fish for baby. but i dunno how to cook the fish. haha. think must ask my mum first how to cook.

december is coming soon. sigh and i am still drifting from job to job. havent found one that i like. how? maybe i should study at TP next year. lets study LRM. yay. good idea?:)

2009-11-14T08:30:00.000-08:00

been some time since last blogged. well, everything is still as nice as ever.

baby, looking back at the time we spent together, time really flies.(:

i can still remember vividly the first time i saw you at the bus stop. and now, here we are, madly in love, spending our lives together.

it has been a crazy ride so far. with the ups and down, you stayed with me throughout...

hmmm... gosh, its now already november. baby, thanks for being such a great girlfriend k.

o well, my life now is just settling down. been changing jobs, cant seem to find one that i really liked a lot. hehs. i will see how my this job turns out.

o yah, was contemplating of joining insurance line, as my dad's friend is a insurance agency director. baby was damn happy, saying its a good way for me to lose all my friends. lol. silly.

these past few weeks have been busy for us. baby has APEC, and i have work stuff to settle. just moved house. moved to marina bay. wished baby can just move in and stay with me.(:

its a good change of environment. town has been over crowded and its nice to have some peace now. mum is in singapore. uh, for whatever reason i dunno why she is here. and dad is coming soon for APEC. not really looking forward to meet him. hasnt been talking to him some time.

then there is the saga of the ring, some teacher confiscate B's ring. grrrr. what the hell. pissed me off. i called the department head, some Mr Desmond and spoke to him. cos i personally feel TP dun have any right to confiscate the ring. it is not even listed in the school policy. hmm good enough, he is quick to return the ring back to B. or else, i will just call Daniel Yeow...

nowadays, have been staying overnight at B's home during the weekend. wee~ i like it. we should just stay together. such a nice feeling.

B, despite all the quarrels we have for these past months, i still hearts you as much as last time.

baby and me in malaysia

2009-10-17T20:33:00.001-07:00

its 17th october. just got back from Malaysia yesterday..

at genting, we finally went to the theme park!! it was so kiddy, none of the game scares us. baby pulled me to sit the viking ship, and i dozed off in it. oh, after which we went to play the roller coaster for a few times. i dont find it fascinating at all. its such a boring ride. baby fell asleep while riding the coaster this time. in the end we fell asleep together in the roller coaster ride.

ok, the above is purely my imagination. haha. i wished i can just blog like the above. anyway, back to reality. genting's roller coaster is fucking scary. it can scare the shit out of you. oh! and there is this giant plate, it takes you to damn high and just dropped all the way down. crazyyyyyyy... hmm a few of the attractions that baby and me wanted to take are closed, so we didnt had our fill at the theme park. and there is this fun fair sort of game, whereby you buy tokens and play the game, and try to win some big teddy bears. baby like the bears. so we try playing it but failed to win anything though. grrrrr...

then there is this fine day where we went to play bumper car at the indoor theme park. thats baby's first time playing it! lol. it was damn fun. we played a few times. we just bumped into everybody and think baby almost hurt her back from the impact. a lot of people like to bang baby's car, cos she is the prettiest girl around. think the guys wanna get her attention. ROARS.

we ate at hou mei a few times. it is at first world shopping centre. the jumbo sausage and the ipoh hor fun are nice. cant get enough of the sausage! darn.

then we also ate at the ah yat, think the standard there is ok. but definitely Singapore's better.

ok, then the big incident. on the last day of the genting trip, as we are packing, we realised we lost our passport and baby's pouch. (@U*($#(@$(74(*(*(@$!

First World Hotel's manager came up to our room and helped to search for it. after like one hour, they found our passport in between beds! what the hell. so pissed,

but baby still lost her money. FUCK. DOUBLE FUCK. TRIPLE FUCk.

we made a police report and after that, its too late to go back Singapore. we need to stay another night. i tell baby we are going to get out of that fucking hotel. we move to genting hotel, a five star hotel. everything is so much nicer there.(:

from genting, we then decided to go KL. my dad was there for business trip. we went to hotel melia. after which there is a lot of walking and shopping and sight seeing. we went to KL butterfly's park cos baby loves butterfly! there are lots of butterflies, damn biggg. huge. enormous. humongous. (:

well, we are supposed to go back with dad on SQ. then travel agent screwed up. in the end, took bus back. hmmphs.

after this trip with baby, it definitely helps us grow together. it teaches me more about patience and love. baby, i am sure our next trip would be even better.

i wanna bring you go indo!

hearts. thanks baby for everything.

2009-10-04T04:29:00.000-07:00

babyyyy!
i feel like banging my head on the wall. u keep driving me crazyyyy. haha.(:
ok, so now we still deciding are we going indo or australia. but i think we should be going indo ba. yupp. i am looking at either tuesday or wednesday we go off.

well.. baby and me decide to get engaged soon. secretly. so also don't know when. hmmphs.

dear baby,
as we spend more time together, we learn about each other more. well. we both are learning and growing each day, and i believe that we will understand each other more rite. well... i know i have many short comings, but i am trying to change for the better.
thanks for being understanding.

02.10.2009

2009-10-01T21:09:00.000-07:00

have been meeting baby everyday. its such a nice feeling.
been going to places that we finally ran out of place to go. dun know where to go already.
well. we been slacking around, doing nothing.
these few days have a bit of quarrel here and there with baby. grrrrrr... we needa learn to be more patient.
o yah. one of the day, we went to siglap centre cold storage and buy back ingredients to cook omelette. and it turns out my omelette failed! wth!! cos it uses the wok. i cant cook with wok for nuts. haha. but well, i think mine omelette is still not bad.(:
baby cooked hers too. hmmm the presentation of the omelette is nicer than mine. oh well. i ate until her cooking. that feeling is nice...
then there is this cow game we keep playing on iphone. and baby goes bad mood whenever i beat her high score.(: its addictive. we keep challenging each other.

and baby have been driving me crazy these days!

its crazyyyyyy, but in the end we resolve the conflicts.
baby, don't drive me jealous. when i am jealous, i go crazy. when i go crazy, everyone will go crazy.

jealous + me = disaster

(:

hmm cant wait to go back with baby to indo for now. just wanna spend quality time with her. there are so mnay things that i wanna do with baby in indo. wanna go visit clubs, eat around, shop around.

and now i am still on a budget of $200 a day. dad comes up with this fucking, retarded, silly idea. to ask me to budget my spending, he is giving me about 200 a day.
what the hell. tsk. tsk. tsk. TSSSKKKKKK.

baby, sorry now that we have to budget a bit. hmmphs.
thanks for being understanding though.

hearts every moment.

25.09.2009

2009-09-25T05:29:00.000-07:00

baby, these days have been spending the whole time with you...
i really enjoyed the time with you.
all the things we do together.. mean so much.
i already lose count of the things we do together. so many first times. so many memories.
baby. thanks for all the things you do for me. when i am down, you are there for me.
hmmphs..
i am not feeling in a good mood now.
but thank god for you...

2009-09-18T07:08:00.000-07:00

Its quite some time since I blogged. Well so many things have happened in these 2 weeks.

we stayed at st regis. It was really a nice experience. Feel that staying with you for 5 days at st regis, brings us closer and helps us to understand each other better. We get to know each other sleeping and waking up habits more. *grins* The food was great, the service was impeccable and the accompany was perfect, what more can I ask for, right?(:

And after searching for some time, we finally found the car we both liked. The peugeot 206cc convertible. Baby, can't wait for the car to come. But unfortunately, the sales agent's attitude sucks. Can't wait to change agent. Remembered you told me about your parents' reaction when they get to know we are getting a car. Lol. Guess they think I am crazy, I don't care. We should strive for what we want. That's what I learnt. And baby, I just want you be happy.

Then on a random day, we finally went to the zoo. Yup. Thanks baby for accomapnying me to find back my childhood memories. Since young, my parents are always busy and the zoo is one of the place they promise to bring me to, but the day never come. So baby, going to the zoo with you, is just like searching back my childhood memories. Since young, the only time I went to zoo was during school outings. Never once I went before with my friends or loved ones. You are my first. Its a nice experience. Saw a different side of you. You are loving towards the animals and I see the child in you. Well, we have a great time at the zoo as well.

Next, you brought me to east coast park to blade. You teach me how to blade. Thanks for being patient. And I know you always stay near me when I am blading so that you can catch me when I fall back. You are sweet... Looks like we been catching each other when one of us is falling.

We also been to a lot of places eat different foods. The food is nice. And I hearts the changi airport salmon! Didn't know changi airport has such a nice salmon set.

Baby, we have been together for 1 month plus. And I enjoy every moment with you. I still recall the first time I meet you, and how you took my breathe away. Everything feels so fairytale like, such as how we get to know each other and eventually fall in love. You came into my world of black and white, and filled it with colours. Baby. This 1 month plus has been crazy, lovely and fun. Hearts all the things we do together. Sex was awesome, fucking awesome. So do everything else.

Silly ger, now I can't wait to go back indo wih you, spend a nice vacation together. We can just elope to somewhere far away. Just me and you. Nothing else matters.

05.09.09

2009-09-05T07:09:00.000-07:00

today early morning went to eat breakfast at st regis, it was not bad. like the harshbrowns and the omelettes. o well. after that we went to rest at room...

afternoon, brought baby to alexander road cos wanna buy a car for baby. we spent like 6 hours trying and looking for cars.

as baby wants a hatchback type of car, we look at honda jazz, toyota yaris, opelz, kia, mitsubishi, subaru and citroen.

hmm baby test drived all the cars and cant decide what to buy.

i think honda jazz pink is nice, or maybe a citroen. but citroen need to wait till next year then have stock.. o well.. so personally, i will stick with honda jazz.
and we hope to get the car asap, so that baby can drive a car to school... hmmphs.

well realised that its kinda tiring to look for cars. but its kinda fun to see babyger drive. hearts it when she smiles... (:

at nite, we went to eat at st regis chinese restaurant. food was not bad. ordered a bird nest for baby, cos she isnt feeling well these few days. hope the bird nest helps.

o well baby, every moment with you is special. so everyday there is a reason to celebrate. it is valentine's day for us, everyday.

now with you lying near me. you make me feel so contented.

04.09.09

2009-09-04T20:18:00.000-07:00

picked you up from your home today. booked a chrysler cab, just for the fun of it. then we went to parkway to pick up the rings that we ordered.
after parkway, we went to the surprise i had for you. haha.
baby, hope you like what i had planned for you.
today, i am darn glad that we gotten our wedding band.(:
and i have booked a junior suite at st regis for our mini honeymoon. everyday with you is worth celebrating. i enjoy every moment with you.
well, for the first time, i am wearing a ring and actually i quite like the feeling. along with this ring, comes with all the promise and responsibility. baby, this shall be our first ring. and the next ring will be our proposal ring.(:

rites.
so, when we reached St Regis, we slacked in the room. then we went for the buffet dinner at night.
o yah, i like to see you play cooking mama on your iphone. cute. and there are a lot of other games as well. i dun know why, but i really like to see you like the iphone. at first i was worry you wouldn't like the iphone 3G S. and there is the fishy game, with baby fishes. now when you are bored, there is the iphone to accompany you.

erm baby, and i already asked my grandpa already. looking forward to you coming over to my grandpa's hotel at jakarta for internship. pray that everything will go smoothly, then we can go indonesia for 5 months. there are so many things i wanna do with you. we can go shopping after you finished work everyday, bring you go eat at the different food stalls. and we can travel around indonesia when free.

Stay by me. you are the one i wanna spend my life with...

02.09.2009

2009-09-03T21:52:00.000-07:00

Finally we got the burberry blue label wallet you wanted. the smile on your face when you see the wallet. priceless.(:

Hope you like it.

then we also gotten a couple ring... which is actually something new to me.
i never buy a couple ring for any of my ex before. and so, you are the first.
last time, i used to think that having a ring means being tied down. its a pledge of love from one party to another.
so, since last time, i have always feel that i don't want to be tied down by any girl yet. i still wanna be free. the me, who do things just wherever and whenever i like it. till i meet you.
well... erm... i really can't explain the things you do to me. but i know that you changed me. now, i don't mind getting a couple ring for us. let it be a pledge of my love to you. i wanna spend my life loving you.(:
thanks for the patience you showed, whenever we are together.
and we finally choose a very nice wedding band as our couple ring.

we walked to east coast park at night. the sands, the sea. feeling you lying in my arms, on the sands. its a totally new feeling.

thanks baby girl. <3

P.S. : Hope you are enjoying yourself now with your KC friends. missing you.

30.08.2009

2009-08-31T19:13:00.000-07:00

baby, today went to pick you up at 11am plus then you patiently accompanied me to do my stuffs.(: thanks a lot baby ger.

randomly decided to go jurong point then, cos we have been bored of town and bugis. we just started shopping, and then you saw ding tai fung. your eyes brighten up. lol. and so, we had ding tai fung for lunch. and yeah.. i had my fill of xiao long bao already. damn nice. but i think we are really xiao long bao maniacs. haha.

you didnt manage to find anything you like in jurong point, and you keeep complaining that you are so bored of shopping. lol. cute. well, but at least i know what ring you like. thats important. and i know your ring size already!

after jurong pt, we headed to chinatown in search of a cheong sam for you. and luckily, we managed to find a cheong sam that you liked.(:

for dinner, finally had the chance to bring you to one of my dad's fave chinese restaurant. hope you had your fill of scallops, shark fins and lobster.

baby, thanks for the day. i enjoyed today every single bit. bored was never in the dictionary when you are around.

when i am in bad mood, thanks for cheering me up.
when i am impatient, you will calm me down.
when i do something wrong, you will be there to criticise me, and correct me. haha.

hearts.<3

30.08.2009

2009-08-30T02:26:00.000-07:00

lovely 2 days.
went out to eat at golden mile food centre with you, had wanted to bring u eat claypot rice. but too bad, it opens only at 5pm. o well. then we just eat random food. but the waffles was nice rite.
in the evening, we went to eat mussle guys at vivo city.(:
i hearts the seafood baked rice, damn. we should go and eat there often. cant get enough of the mussles anyway. then we shop around vivo, and head to east coast.
Went drinking at east coast till you are like damn high. haha. its been a long time since i am high too. ROARS.

well baby, its been a crazy 2 days. we did so many crazy things together, doing silly things and dancing dino? i really don't know what to say. so many things going through my mind now. i feel damn loved by you.
and girl, you know how much you mean to me. all this time, i feel darn glad with you by my side as well..

anyway baby, i am looking forward to you coming over to jakarta and intern at my family's hotel. i can imagine the life we lead. in the morning you go work, and evening, i will bring you to all over jakarta. we can shop, dine all the finest there.
and dont worry, i am sure you will learn a lot of things from the internship...
we should go bali soon, i am looking forward to go bali with you, elope there.
we can just stay at my family's villa at bali, and immersed ourselves in love for 1 week. that would be great.

and baby, i wonder what my grandpa would say when he meet you. hmmm..? but i think you can get along well.(: sure you would.

o well, tmrw we are going to see the coach wallet, and i am still waiting for the iphone to be delivered to me. lets pray that you will like the white iphone 3G? it sets me laughing thinking of you playing cooking mama. haha. my silly ger.

so many things we wanna do. ice skate, roller blade, sentosa, zoo, go on my dad's yatch.

lets do one by one. I will find time for you. cos you are special.

29.08.2009

2009-08-28T10:04:00.000-07:00

meet up with you from school, then we went to eat ding tai fung again at wisma. i like the xiao long bao. think i get addicted to it already. haha. then later, went to watch 2 movies with you (final destination and the hangover), looks like its our movie day!(:
baby, the show are not bad. had a good laugh for the hangover. hmm sets me thinking about bachelor party. do you think i am going to have bachelor party before we get married? ha.
well.. at night we went to long beach restaurant @ east coast. its nice. i kinda like the food. next time we should order more prawns. i will help you to shell them... though its my first time shelling prawns patiently for people, i don't mind at all just now doing it. seriously. you changed me...
o yah. saw ur mum finally. wonder what she think of me.
hmm.. today feel like time passed by so fast. i wanna spend more time with you. just lazing in ur arms, i will be satisfied too.

baby, hope you enjoyed yourself today.

hearts you lots.

we might have minor quarrels here and there, eventually they dont matter.
we think alike, and say things alike.
baby, its amazing.

no one make me say things the way you make me say.
crazy me.

27.08.2009

2009-08-27T23:45:00.000-07:00

baby,
today been busy the whole morning. and you have your exam as well.
hmm.. well. go about and run some errands for my dad. and kinda think of you...
its raining here. miss the time we will snuggle up together at the Raffles Place serviced apartment.
that kinda cosy feeling. haha.(:

well. realised that when you are not around, my life gets back to mundane. there is not any thing interesting to blog about.

anyway, today something sets me thinking...erm... i am sorry if because of me, you become the hate subject of certain people or people start harassing you. you know what i mean..

baby, lets just walk together. stay beside me.

26.08.2009

2009-08-26T02:27:00.000-07:00

baby! well, saw you only for a few hours today, but it was meaningful. the 2 hours spent with you totally brighten up my day...

hmm.. hope you like the food that my mum cooked. and, i realised we really have very similar taste. i like the cabbages, long beans and nuts only. same. so, if we eating together, we are so going to fight over the same food. lol.
well.. then i did make the chrysanthemum tea for you. i seriously hope it is to your liking... i never brew it for anyone before. so, yeah. you are the first one. even mum was a bit surprised when i asked her to teach me how to brew the chrsysanthemum tea. uh huh.
hope your sore throat get well soon.
o yah, baby on a random note. i told my mum that you like the food. and she was kinda pleased. haha. if you are going to be with me, you so better like indo food. cos all my family is into indo food. lol. but well... so far, you do like indo food. which is good.
guess my mum is already warming up to you. cos she can see the difference in me. i am changing for the better... and happier now. definitely. my life is never the same again ever since you come. you paint it with all the different colours, and i begin to see the rainbow it forms.

baby ger, i enjoyed spending every moment with you. so many things that we wanna do together. 2 more days to end of your exam.

love story

2009-08-25T06:22:00.000-07:00

baby, this song keeps playing in my head as well. let me get it out here.(:

Love Story lyrics
Songwriters: Swift, Taylor Alison;

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you..

25.08.2009

2009-08-25T04:48:00.001-07:00

anyway, breathed a sigh of relief today.
baby, i am glad that everything is alrite. i am darn glad that my grandfather is on our side. lol. this makes things so much easier.
hmmm... did talked to grandpa abt you, tell him about our love story. and grandpa was kinda understanding, he didnt say much. but after listening to me, he say, i am grown up, i should know and can decide what i want. thats comforing to hear. haha.

i guessed then my dad would cool down by himself. i will see what he has to say for this period of time. i mean, don't think i did anything wrong. if dad gonna be pissed over such things. so be it. i am just fighting for my happiness, knowing what i want, and who i want.

then, told grandpa that i wanna take a break a while. apparently, he is ok with it, just depends what i wanna do for now.
oh, and grandpa dun mind the idea of us going to europe for a 1 month vacation. baby! we should just elope to europe, and have a nice holdiay. me and you, and the paris nights. haha. well.. but i know you said that you might need to take supp paper, so we will see how then. but definitely, even if don't go europe. a holiday to somewhere near is fine with me as well.

today, didnt get to meet you. cos you need to study and stuff. its kinda excruciating to see the time passed by. it passed by damn slowly. well. went shopping with mum, went to taka and raffles city. set me thinking of you.

baby, thanks for the new blog. adding me to part of you. i really like the design, its sweet. you used pon and zi the characters. darn nice. yup. showed a lot about our story together. you know what i mean..

o yah, today you had your accounting exam. hope it turns out well.

baby,
to be loved by you is the best thing ever happen to me.
but loving you, is even better.

24.08.2009

2009-08-24T07:08:00.000-07:00

baby, today has been a crazy day...
thanks for standing by me.
i guess its a corner stone for our relationship. after today, lets walk this relationship together without turning back anymore. i don't want to think so much anymore, i just want to walk this relationship with you. come what may, there is nothing for me to regret anymore.
i will stick to my decision. baby, i don't need you to do anything for me. i just want you to stand by me. its you that all i want.
so let it be, guess it is time for everyone in my family to know about our relationship. maybe to many of my relatives, they would think i am crazy. they think that i should have just gone back indo and accept the $6000 pay from my dad, and lead a life there. because there are people who tell me that you can find girls easily in every part of the world, why should i cling on to you...
baby, i will show them that we are here to be together. and i don't want to sacrifice this relationship for anything else. even though dad had asked me to go back indonesia to help out in the family business, or want to let me study in States, i don't care anymore. honestly speaking, since last time, i have always waited for this day, whereby dad will ask me to go back indonesia to help out in family business.. but apparently when today comes, all this doesn't attract me anymore. they lose their appeal.

and now, i realised all i need is you. yes, maybe i could have gone back indo and carry on living, but things would never be the same without you around. and i guessed then, even if i am earning so much, i would not be happy like i am now...

baby, if i never tell you before, let me say it here.. that i am truly happy with you. even doing mundane things together, it doesn't matter, its your accompany that matters.

and if there is anything i want,
i want to just spend the rest of my life loving you.
thats all.

heard the song entitled "it's you" by super junior. hearts the lyrics.

Chorus:
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

23.08.2009

2009-08-23T10:07:00.000-07:00

study day.
went out to study with you the whole day. teaching you about accounting.(: its nice teaching you, though there are many distractions AROUND. *ahemm* you know what i mean, baby. lol.
anyway, we kinda rot there study for 5 hours. i hope you really learnt something. aish. wished that i am of help to you. pray that you pass all your exams.

baby, realised that every moment with you is filled with fun and laughter. you never fail to make me smile.

after studying till late, we went to geylang to eat dim sum. bet you like the scallops!(: lets go there and eat again. but before that, i wanna bring you go goodwood park hotel for the dim sum. its nice too. lets find a day when u free. there seem to be so many things we wanna do. hmm.

then reached home feeling tired. and now, still randomly thinking of you.
and baby, think my mum is like kinda curious about you. keep asking me to ask you to control me. haha. confusing huh. i also dun know what i am trying to say. ermm.. i mean, my mum want u to control my temper. yeah. you are like the angel.

o yah baby, do try your best best for the exams k. try to concerntrate. i just think of a way on how to encourage you already. on friday, after your exams, we shall go buy the burberry wallet that you wanted.(: so cheer up k? hehs.

alrite, shall turn in now. baby, please slp early as well. and stop google my family. uh huh. silly baby, are you going to ask my cousin's names one by one? lol. i think you are really cute.(:
thats my baby.

alrite, nites baby ger.

22.08.09

2009-08-22T06:31:00.000-07:00

yesterday meet up with you at about 12 noon after you finished your paper. then we headed down to town. went to eat at crystal jade palace at taka, and wanted to rush to cinei. apparently, it rained damn heavily then in the end we went back to the serviced aparment at raffles place. we eloped. YAY. finally. we managed to ELOPE together.(: thanks baby for accompanying me thru the day. i was really not in the mood to meet my dad then.. but think we managed to spend quality time together. nice.

22.08.2009, today is shopping day. we went out to doZens of place. goodness. baby, i think we just walked finished the whole of singapore. we went to bugis, bugis street, far east, raffles city and suntec. uh huh. o well, but i think its worth it rite? you managed to get all the things you wanted. i am glad that you are happy with the results. oh, and i like your blackberry customization. i think i have good art sense.(: haha. saw ur silly smile when you saw your blackberry finished customization work, totally lit my face. the smile is precious.

well baby, these 2 days has been fun, crazy and enjoyable.
thanks for ur accompany. i think i can never get enough of it.

we should go to bali soon. i wanna bring you to my family's villa. i just got the urge to elope to bali with you.
its so peaceful and nice there.

anyway, mum has been asking a lot about you. seems that everyone are curious about you now. i dunno why.
but hmm aparently mum sees that this time i get attached with you, i treat you definitely different from all my ex. think i treated you the best. mum wanna meet you, baby. haha. dun be scared. my mum is friendly.

hearts you lots.
babyger.

20.08.2009

2009-08-20T03:47:00.000-07:00

crazy day. busy day.
been running about the whole day. meeting with clients, go back office, meet mum, go back office, meeting with clients again.
ROARS.
the best part comes in the early afternoon, from an unknown number, 83003872.
the sms read like this
"baby, its me. your princess here. i 4get to bring my hp out, using my fr's. can we break up?"
WTF. when i read it, i am super agitated. my first thought is like. huh. is this real?
called you immediately and realised its like super lame. its a prank. some ger trying to be funny perhaps?
haha.
then i entertained the unknown sender. the sender was like giving excuses that she cannot answer my call cos she is with her friends now.
lol. baby, so many people wanna be you, i guess. you are just so popular.(:
my silly ger.

anyway, eileen i know it is you. hmm cos firstly, when you pretended to be babyger, you had asked me to stead with the ger named eileen. besides, you keep asking me to delete this blog.. and i dun know why.
secondly, when i asked you for babyger's full name, you cant reply. and thirdly, the way babyger and you sms style is different. and fourthly, babyger would never leave her house without a handphone. and fifthly, baby is studying at home, she has exam tomorrow.
o well, eileen if you are reading this blog... i just wanna tell you. i am not angry with you, cos i think its pointless. but i just feel that all your effort gone to waste. do you find this childish? seriously, i am darn happy with having my baby with me. and nothing can change that. seriously... eileen, we can just be friends. i really dont mind. you should start looking for your love/happiness elsewhere.

and baby, i am loving you more every day.
good luck for your exam tomorrow.

hearts.

19.08.2009

2009-08-19T06:57:00.000-07:00

today didnt see you the whole day. feel like ages the time is passing by.
hmm it just makes me crazy thinking of you.
argh.
we should just elope together to some where far away. me and you. leave everything behind.(:
haha.
ok, i know you are going to say that i am crazy again. but i really feel like it.
hmmmm... time passed by slowly without u.
you are studying for your exam. and i am busy with my work.
but i still miss you like no one else's business.
my friends say that i am like addicted to you. everywhere is your name.
even i feel that i am going crazy. haha. you make me insanely in love.
well.. i mean love is between us. don't let anything comes into our way alrite.
temptations come and go, in the end, its the one you love that matters most.
and i am here to stay...
you stole my heart. the day you said to me that you love me.

mum is back today. and i had so much to tell her about you. you are a great girl. i am sure my mum would like you. don't worry k, my mum is really nice. you should worry about my dad more. even i can't get along with him.
urgh.
i wonder why you are so scared to meet my mum. even if my mum don't like you, you are still mine.(:
we are still going to be together.
i am damn proud of my baby girl.
cant help it.
silly ger, the way you make me feel...

is just indescribable.

18.08.2009

2009-08-18T08:10:00.000-07:00

baby ger. thanks for all you have done.
i really want you to know, everyday seems to be getting better with you.
i love you for the way you are. just be yourself. all i want is you, and only you.
i want nobody, nobody but you.
i used to think that money can buy me everything i need or want. but i learnt that the best things in life cant be bought by riches. and you have taught me that, simplicity in itself is beauty.
your straighforwardness, your innocence, your care, your love, your heart. everything. it means so much to me.
i had rather lose everything, than to lose you.
to the world, you are just a nobody. but to somebody, you mean the world to him.
and that somebody is me.
.
.
.
i enjoyed spending every moment with you. i mean, everything we do, it doesnt seem to matter what we are doing, so long i am with you. o yah, hope you like the blackberry phone we buy today. its my gift to tell you, thanks for being such a wonderful girl. a girl like you deserve nothing less, but my best, i think...(: next time onwards, we are going to have the same phone. and we can just keep in touch 24 hrs huh.

honestly speaking, i think these few days, i havent been feeling myself. i find everything that i am doing, its you that i think of. and when we are not together, the thought of you keep popping in my head. its crazy huh. bet it is. haha.
you know, its been such a long time ever since my grandma's death that i really enjoyed everyday so much. you. you make me laugh when i dont even feel like smiling. thats how wonderful you are.

i know you might be feeling troubled at times thinking abt what you gonna do abt him. but baby, just listen to your heart. yes, i know, i am not a perfect boyfriend. i have many flaws. but, i do hearts you. truly. deeply. i dont know how to compare myself with your ex, but i know one thing is for sure, i am confident of. i am sure that how much your ex had loved you, i love you the same or even more. words cant say how much you mean to me. words are just not enough.
nobody is perfect, but to me, you are perfect. and i want you to feel the same too.
i have been trying my best now, even though i cant be the best bf in the whole world, i wanna be the best bf to you.

i know how important saying those three words mean to you. i am sorry, that i cant be like other guys who can say it everytime everyday whenever you want. cos... its just me. i aint like that. i dont grow up in a family that is expressive. i am not expressive. in my entire life, i only said the words 4x before... but when i didnt say it, that doesnt mean i dont heart you..
to me, words are just words, actions speak louder than words. i rather you feel my feelings...

wise men say, only fools rush in.
but i cant help falling in love with you.

compiled a list of 10 things i hate abt you.(:
10. i hate the way you make me lost control of my senses.
9. i hate the way you make me miss you when you are not around
8. i hate the way you smile, that got me so seduced (:
7. i hate the way you hold my hands, that get me butterflies in my stomach
6. i hate the way you look at me, that got my heart skipping
5. i hate the way you pinch me, when you are unhappy with my jokes. LOL.
4. i hate the way you hug me, that want me to just stay there forever. and not wanting to go home.
3. i hate the way you kiss me, that got me wanting for more. reminiscing it always.
2. i hate the way you make me love you more each day, that makes me feel helplessly in love.
1. and lastly...

i hate myself for loving you this much.
I love you.
I really do.

17.08.2009

2009-08-17T09:35:00.000-07:00

went to meet you at about 4pm. before that, i was thinking of buying a big bouquet of roses for you. you told me that you never received flowers before and you really like receiving one. and i wanna the flower to be damn memorable for you. but cant find a bouquet big enough. o well, in the end, need to postpone the idea to another day.
you and friends at millenia walk. talked to your friends. bet i seem unfriendly but its just me.. i dun mean to be unfriendly, but some how i think i appear kinda alooft. hmm.. but your friends are nice.
rot there till 6.30pm, whereby we take half an hr to decide what to do rite. haha.
after which, we went to catch our 2nd movie, where got ghosts.
not bad of a movie, set me laughing to see you getting scared.(:
you are cute.
after the movie, we went to esplanade.
at the sky garden, we are in our own world, kinda hope that time will just stand still for us.
and.. yeah, you made me say a lot of things which i wouldnt say.
watever. you must be darn happy, and make me damn embarassed some more huh. lol.
but still, it was a perfect day after all.

16.08.2009

2009-08-17T09:12:00.000-07:00

He was a boy, she was a girl.
Can I make it anymore obvious?
He was devil, she was angelic.
What more can I say?
He wanted her, she'd never tell
secretly she wanted him as well.

First time when i saw you, you are really shy. I remember seeing you in your blue dress waiting for me at the bus stop, with your silly looks.
And after you have boarded the car, i was actually thinking you are kinda cute looking. bet you wouldn't know about this.(:
anyway, we did talked on our way to Raffles Hotel for our dim sum.. and i am glad we begin to break the ice soon.
At Raffles Hotel, time passed by. And to my surprise, i find myself laughing at your jokes. it had been such a long time ever since i find a person who makes me laugh just like that. butterflies in my stomach...
after dim sum, accompanied you to ngee ann city huh for your interview. and its APEC 2009. i was kinda surprised you would volunteer to help out. i mean, for goodness sake, whats the fun in it? lol. and you didnt know that my dad would be attending the APEC 2009. should tell my dad about you, and maybe he can request to meet up with an APEC ambassador by the name of Eugenia.(: haha.
after the interview, randomly wanted to go out sea. i tried calling One Degree Marina to arrange for my dad's yatch for us to get out to sea. but apparently, they dont have enough crew for last minute arrangement. saw the bit disappointment in you, i am sorry. but promise you, we will go out sea sometime.
well, the rest of the day spend hanging out with you, and we went to GV gold to watch GI Joe. Honestly speaking, i wasnt really concerntrating on the movie. somehow, feel myself getting distracted by you more...
and we went to east coast after that. had a good talk at east coast. get to understand you better, the talk kinda helps.
after hanging out with you the whole day, really find you are just different from other girls.
perhaps, its a gut feeling, its a wild guess, but you just seem different. simplicity in you, attracts the hell out of me.
and thanks ger, for making me laugh so much. i am sure i am looking forward to more of you...